Venting

Ok like why is it every time I try to make things right and make sure things are done right I get treated more like shit and disrespect more and more. I think because I've been around so long that people just assume they can take advantage of me. Frankly I'm tired of it. I can't do it any more. I'm 23 years old and am starting to feel like I have been responsible for way too long. I do hardly anything bad nor did I ever truly did what others my age were doing. Some believe I'm a horror child who does bad things, but I'm not. I have had a great deal of responsibility since I was 18. That responsibility I feel is cutting years off my life. I quote Kelly Clarkson " I wanna BREAK AWAY".... Those who are reading this know what I am talking about. I've said it before and this time I mean it.... 2 years and I'm done with that place.... I can't say everyone treats me like that because there are many that do agree with it and have told me I'm doing the right thing. I guess when you want to try to get that point across to those who are your friends and they don't support you it's harder.

Also there are people out there in this world who just act right out stupid & want to be something then never want to work for it. Yeah when I'm focused I get off track, but if you want to learn to be something better you take time and ask if you don't understand. NO I don't pawn work off on others to do. No it's not a seniority or superiority thing it's the way it's done out of RESPECT for another. If I have priorities that are higher, yeah I expect you to step in and take over because I have enough RESPECT to trust you can handle things properly. If you feel you CAN NOT then too bad, looks like you wasted a lot of money, I guess that is only if it is your money....

Yes I needed to get that off my chest, yes I'm venting, & yes I'm being cranky right now, I'm allowed!!! Brooke will agree with me when I say... I think it's time to go hit golf balls...