Well you would think after four and half years of college, an associates degree, and bachelor's degree, someone would know exactly what in the world they want to do for the rest of their life. Ummm.... WRONG!!! Yeah I've been graduated since December and still to this moment am wondering did I make the right choices. I thought I did and still think I do. It's strange you sometimes feel that you are the smartest person in the room and then sometimes you feel like you are the stupidest in the room, when you least expect it you end up feeling stupid. I went away to a conference and I meet so many people who are great and probably some of the smartest people I've ever met and got to talk to. Those people have made me realize that as long as I succeed and do what I want and feel confident in what I do then it's the right thing to do. Those who are close to me always told me that and pushed me along, but sometimes hearing it from an outsider is what one needs. I've decided to do somethings and hopefully if all works out I will be happy and be doing what I have been doing and LOVING it.

Life isn't always the easiest thing to have to deal with. Usually it is the biggest pain in the ass thing that anyone has ever had to deal with. I know I shouldn't complain because my life is no where as bad as some I've come across in my life. I think I have been pretty damn lucky over the years. With everything--- family, getting an education, graduating with a decent GPA, great friends who encourage me and let me know and feel as if I am really smart, even with my blonde moments( or red head moments) hahaha... and of course finding a great man who loves me and I know I take for granted and when he pisses me off I bitch about but in the end when it comes down to it I'd do anything for to make sure his happiness comes before mine...

When things start to get moving and things start to happening I'll update and of course fill in on my life and how things are going.... Take care...