You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back

Monday, January 24, 2005

Sick, just a little

Yeah I think I'm getting sick. What else is new? I have the worst immune system a person can possibly have. That or I am just allergic to this thing called college, because at the beginning of each semester I become sick.

But anyways, my professor for my Mexico in the 20th century class really errks me. She tells us we don't have to have things done because we have to watch a movie to get the answers. Which is all fine but she wanted to the answers today and we never watched any of the movies. She just expects things from us. Yeah you did read that right Mexico in the 20th century. Like yeah that was only 5 years ago, the classes that school has on its schedule is just amazing I tell you. I guess that is Cal U for you.

Well I think that is all my blabbing for today...

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Just a bit sad...

Well this weather just sucks... When I was younger I loved the snow... I still do to a certain point. I love to go out and ski and play in the snow... Who doesn't? But it just stinks because the roads are never cleared and it's always too "dangerous" to do anything. I guess just staying home all day kinda just got to me. Something I rarely do any more.

On a brighter note get most of my reading done. The book I am reading is strange because it talks about alot of things that are going on in society today but the book itself was written in the 18th century. Besides technology life in itself hasn't changed all that much. Kinda amazes me if you ask me.

Anyways... Things in general are okay. Still have a few problems I don't know how to deal with, well just one in particular and I have been putting it off for a while, just hoping that some way it would get better. I think by ignoring it is just making it worst for a situation in the future, but who knows it may resolve itself in the end...

Well... I do know that one thing is going very well for me... and that be with My Jason!!! Who is the BEST and so wonderful to me... I just needed to add that... hehehe...


I guess that's it for now, I have to motivate myself to go get ready for work and try to head out a little bit earlier than normal due to the sucky weather... Laters for now...

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Little to say... I hope...

Well it's Saturday night about 2amish... and yes I am waiting for this massive snow storm to move in to make my life miserable like always. Well I'm not going to complain too much because I did get to go out with Jason, Billy, & Amanda tonight and had a really good evening. I met Amanda for the first time and thought she was a very nice young lady and I hope that Jason and I didn't scare her off from Billy and hanging out with us in the future.

In other news... School is well going... I shouldn't complain about it because I actually don't mind my classes, because as of right now I'm not completely stressed as I was in my first day of the semester last term. Which that lasted yeah all 15 weeks. Ummm... Well work at Sears is well work at Sears... It's an easy job that pays money and that's all that really matters...

I did have little to say, I just want to keep this up to date and give everyone out there a little more information of what's going on in my life. Some of you I don't get to see or even hardly talk to because of schedules and would like to see how everyone is doing... I think everyone should get one.. But that's just my opinion.... But laters for nahh... tata....

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

My first entry...

Well... I decided since my boyfriend was going to try his on-line journal that I should try it again too. I went to my on-line journal that has been over a year that I have written in and decided to just create a new one. That one had my past in. Well duhhh your probably saying... but that isn't me, I've grown became stronger and wiser and needed a little change. So I will try to keep this up to date and as always would love feed back... if anyone reads it.... Probably just Jason & Brooke.. but what the heck... It's a good way to vent....