You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Just a little bit of time has past...

Well I haven't been posting, mostly for the part that I've been hella busy. It seemed as if time flew from the last time I have written in my blog. With school, finals, the holidays, and me graduating there wasn't much time for anything. My holidays went very well, they came, I saw, and it was nice to have an uneventful, peaceful season for once. I didn't seem stressed this year for some reason. Of course I finished my shopping like the day before Christmas Eve but yet I didn't let myself get stressed. Truthfully this past semester I never really got too stressed. Also I did rather well too!! All four A's and one B, not bad for my last semester. As for the next chapter in my life I have no clue what to do. I need to take my test but of course I hate tests and freeze, but since I have nothing but time I'm going to study my ass off and take the test and pass. I did go for a job interview for a government job, I didn't get my hopes up of course. They said by the end of the year they would let me know and well its the first of the year and nothing. Oh well, it wasn't meant to be... That's how I look at it, no use stressing and crying about it. My dad, who is probably the best, told me before I went on the interview, it won't be the end of the world, you have nothing to worry about, so who cares if you don't get it. This is true, who really does, because something better will come along to my door and knock and will be for me. I now look at things in a brighter way, I have an associates and a bachelors degree... More than some ever will get. Well I just wanted to give a small update...