You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

The weekend


Jason & I @ Rich's Fright Farm

Below is Jess, Lauren, I & Brooke then the one to the right is us leaning being stupid... Gotta love it...


















Well once again the crew hit the road... This time to Johnapalooza or other wise known to the public as Rich's Fright Farm. The haunted house and ride were ok. I think all the drunks on our ride scared them off. It was nice though that we actually had the whole tracker to ourselves. We got there late cause we waited for Lauren which was totally cool. This year we were for real the last people to leave from the group. Which that never happens. Brooke & I are usually like okay we are tired we want to go home. I have to say this year was awesome and I'm so glad that Jess had fun with us and she fit right in. It's like she has known everyone for years!!! I think is the first year there was NO DRAMA... It was cool hanging out with my cousins which I hardly to get to hang out with any more. I even got to hang out with Danny which is so cool, cause I really do miss him. I guess somethings just change the older we get. But anyways it was blast and can't wait til the crew gets together again... tata for now...


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Thursday, October 13, 2005

Just Writing

Hello all to those reading my post. I'm just sitting here being bored wasting some time. Relaxing is always a good thing. This summer I didn't get to do too much of it, but I guess I'm just making up for that now. Tomorrow is my one day of the 5 school days I get to sleep in. Some how I never get that chance to actually sleep in. You ever notice that? When you get all excited because you get to sleep in and for the life of you, you wake up like you do every other day of the week. I usually make up for that on Saturday, but I'm going to teach SafeSitter with Ann in Romney, WV. Oh the joy, being out in the sticks... But money is good and since I'm a poor college student I'm not going to complain too too much. That will pretty much be my weekend. Leaving tomorrow coming home sometime Saturday night and doing some school work on Sunday.

Any old ways... How are all of you doing? Hopefully well.... Take care all..




Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Venting

Ok like why is it every time I try to make things right and make sure things are done right I get treated more like shit and disrespect more and more. I think because I've been around so long that people just assume they can take advantage of me. Frankly I'm tired of it. I can't do it any more. I'm 23 years old and am starting to feel like I have been responsible for way too long. I do hardly anything bad nor did I ever truly did what others my age were doing. Some believe I'm a horror child who does bad things, but I'm not. I have had a great deal of responsibility since I was 18. That responsibility I feel is cutting years off my life. I quote Kelly Clarkson " I wanna BREAK AWAY".... Those who are reading this know what I am talking about. I've said it before and this time I mean it.... 2 years and I'm done with that place.... I can't say everyone treats me like that because there are many that do agree with it and have told me I'm doing the right thing. I guess when you want to try to get that point across to those who are your friends and they don't support you it's harder.

Also there are people out there in this world who just act right out stupid & want to be something then never want to work for it. Yeah when I'm focused I get off track, but if you want to learn to be something better you take time and ask if you don't understand. NO I don't pawn work off on others to do. No it's not a seniority or superiority thing it's the way it's done out of RESPECT for another. If I have priorities that are higher, yeah I expect you to step in and take over because I have enough RESPECT to trust you can handle things properly. If you feel you CAN NOT then too bad, looks like you wasted a lot of money, I guess that is only if it is your money....

Yes I needed to get that off my chest, yes I'm venting, & yes I'm being cranky right now, I'm allowed!!! Brooke will agree with me when I say... I think it's time to go hit golf balls...



Sunday, October 09, 2005

Weekend



The Crew @ Dave & Busters



Well the plans were to go to Kennywood on Friday with Jason, Brooke, Jerry, Lauren, & Stevie, but of course Kennywood had to be closed and we didn't know that til we arrived at Kennywood and there was NO ONE THERE!! Talk about a disappointing night. Instead of coming home we all just decided to go to Dave & Busters, which ended up being a BLAST!!! We stayed there for almost fours hours and just had a ton of fun!! As Brooke & I have stated before when Double Trouble hits you better watch out. Of course with Lauren with us we ended up turning into Triple Trouble. Scary isn't it...



































I know Brooke & Lauren are going to kill me when they read my blog, but I know they love me!!

It's a short blog but as you can tell we had fun...




Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Way too long...

Well it's been way too long. I had a really busy summer working 2 jobs and teaching on top of that. Besides working like 24/7 it seemed my summer was pretty uneventful. I can't believe that it's already October 5th!! A day after my 23rd birthday!!! Which is another thing I can't believe, I'm 23!!!!! I remember back in the day figuring out what day I will turn 16, 18, & 21.... Kinda funny how those days come and go. Of course I was feeling depressed because my dad was out of town, my mom was being a pain, Scott was out of town, Jason had to work & I had class all day with a test in my night class, but it ended up turning out to be a great day. The guys at work bought me a cake, Cory bought me a cake, & Jason bought me a cake.... They were all different and I still have a whole one at my house, I haven't ate yet, I'll get to it sooner or later. Also Brooke, Jerry, & my 2nd mom came over to eat cake and be with me!!! And a special surprise from my hunny... I just love him!! & Thanks to all my true friends for their birthday wishes... It ment alot!!

As for other things, classes which have been going on for like over a month are going good. More busy work than anything it seems. Of course I have all elective classes. Yeah that's all I need and I'll be done in December!!! I applied for Graduation back in August, I wasn't being a slacker anymore...

Jason & I are doing good, and no we aren't engaged or getting married for awhile. That's a question I seem to get asked at least 3 times a day. Gets pretty annoying after the first time I'm asked. I'm happy where we're at and I think he is too.

In other news my "little" sister Brooke & "big" brother Jerry finally hooked up!! I just love my friends!! They are great... I've known Brooke my whole live but just became really close to her in the last 5 years and Jerry I've been friends with him for like 8 or 9 years... It's been awhile... I tried playing match maker before but she didn't bite!! This time she did... She's happy & He's happy that's all that counts & I'm glad they are...

Can't wait until Kennywood... It's gonna be a blast!!! Double Trouble & Company are going back again... Should be interesting, last time we went on a Fright Night together we got many many looks, but we had a blast.

Well I promise I'll try to update this more. I sometimes forget I have it...

Take care all...

For all those being nosey & reading this I'll know so you better message me!!! :-P tata for now...